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being away isn't so bad if you have this every night... thank God we have this now.. yehey,,, happy chatting..

Smiling Lio

its mr.lio, i just call him lio coz i really don't know his name.. one time i'll find it out.. anyways his everywhere here in singapore with a big smile and a wide open arms kindda like wants to hug someone... and reminding everybody GMRC. the good manners and right conduct thing.. nice right.. HIS CUTE..

render sa pilit

you know the feeling when someone wants you to do something but you really don't want to do it. and you have all the reason to not to follow it, its not just reason-reason but very valid reason...
its like forcing the mango to get ripe when its not really the time... usually they taste half sour half sweet in a combo that is not so good.. that is exactly the feeling.. while doing this..
but we did our best to make it good.. coz after all his the boss and we're his staff.. but what the.. what about intellectual property right...

In this part of the World this is my Ohana

while I'm oceans apart in our home I manage to find a Ohana in this part of the globe. They've been with me back in the Philippines but right now here they are my family. I dont know if they have the idea that I really consider them as THE IT my Ohana here in SG and i wish they can feel it. nah.. maybe they don't get it.. But I hope they feel the same way.. Though often time I feel alone, I still feel thankful that they're with me. I just have to have the gutts and accuracy to express what I really want to say and feel, which is the difficult part of it. But Im trying although all that's coming out of my mouth were about pain and complain but im getting there. I just hope they could stay until I'm ready to tell the deepest part of the hurting.
I know they've got their own lives to deal with. We all have... I'm just thankful they're here with me.

A Place in This World???

yes, I want to know where my place in this world would be.. after living for nearly 3 decades I'm supposed to know by now where it should be,right? Or maybe just a hint would be ok. But right now I'm all scattered, trying to survive in this place I'm in without even knowing what I want in life. How am I suppose to know which place in this world I would be when even knowing what I want is already a task.
For a while I've searching for what I want trying to give words to the feelings that I'm having but often times my words don't give justice to what I feel. I'm constantly trying to explain to people what I want and don't want as if it matters to them what I say, so as I think. But I still say them, with thought in mind that somehow while saying it to them would make them realize I'm interesting. That possibly they'll consider of sharing their world with me tell things or some bits and pieces of their life that would make me part of it.
I just want to be part of someone's life. I just want t be part of their world without pushing myself too much to it. I just want to have another hand to hold when the world is having a turmoil. I always wanted to ask if its too much to ask for this.. but don't dare to sent it out coz I'm afraid HE will tell me the real reason why its still not happening.

A Place In this World

Last saturday im searching for a movie to watch then i stumble in this disney movie entitled Ramona and the buzzzess.. its a kid movie but i loved it.. i was totally hooked up with it.. i really was focus watching it.. not a lot of movie can make me focus these days thats why im really happy seeing that movie... i heard a song there that really catched my attention.. so I searched for it, thou i dont know the title.. i didn't give up i searched for the name of selena thinking it was her song, type my guessed title of the song, type a few lyrics. and then after a few minutes taylor swifts name come out and its her song.. I totally love the song.. so got to share it..

TOL-01

clock is ticking
so loud it shutters these ears
things seems in a hurry
they've all got their halves with them
settling down silently at the side.
and where am i standing in the middle ground
watching around, observing how they move out
occasionally they'll stop and say hi
but more often than not they just pass by
can't blame them they got their own stuff to think about

i just can't see the reason after all these years
i'm still here at the same spot where they left me
no one ask me to be with them, no one dares to take my hand,
they say be patient take your time..
but men its been nearly century since they told me that
and things haven't change since then..
im sorry... its just so hard to look at the bright things for me
specially right now that it seems like i'm being left out...

How to find you???

I bought this new book, there was a sale in expo and we decided to take a look at the sale.. my friends and i thought the sale were all IT, computer, apparrel, shoes and others.. i wasn't planning to get anything until we came in to this large hall its like the size of a basketball court or twice the size of it.. and man it was filled with books in a very very low price... and the book worm part of me that im trying to hide just kick out and just run into the hall, not literally tho. i was so overwhelm by the amount of books that were in front of me.. its like i want to take them all home.. but clearly that is not possible coz i know a lot of them will just be filled with dust in the bookcase..
so how to choose its like they are all whispering in my ear choose me im nice, im the best pick me, i can tell you everything, take me i can be a good companion.. they are all nice and juicy but i only have to choose maximum of three.. so i just stand in the center look around and the first table that seems like pulling me i went to it.. then without touching anything i began to scan the table picking only the books that really calls my attention i don't know how to describe it but its as if there's a filter in my eyes that i can only read a very few titles.. and then after the 2nd table i found this little book.. and from the first time i've seen it i knew i would want to take it home.. its like finding the right puppy in the pet shop.. after this i still went around i was able to grab 2 more books because the sale says 5 for a certain $ which is very cheap.. so i search for other books i was able to find a hardbound copy of the former book that i really like and the other one is just about an aspiration book.. but the first book that i pick i was contented with it... i love finding a great book its like finding a needle in a hay stack.. i still havent started reading but i know this would be a nice book..