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Sunday, September 12, 2010

Nickelback - Never Gonna Be Alone



its 3 years after.. i can still remember its been the longest as well as the fastest morning in our life... still wishing to have the usual talk that we used to have.. even if ended 3 years ago.. if its like this to me.. i cant imagine how mama feels right now...

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

backmasking

and so i act accordingly
i walk the walk, talk the talk
like what it supposed to be.
though its melting me
i tried to enjoy the rain
and while laughing and singing
i then heard you change your tune
i tried to be tone deft to ignore it
but i knew things have changed
then i remember that i had a promise
an oath to save myself from tear break
immediately i then put on a poker face
plastered a silly smile to masked everything else
and live... to continue with my own plans
everything is different every second now
maybe tomorrow i’ll get what i want
but until then... until then...
i’ll wait until then...

-Tsux’iit


HeartFelt*BrainsFart0.1

its hard to think about tomorrow
when there's that line in front of you.
while the rest, party their way across it
you on the other hand whispers in silence,
please don't leave me..

this has been a continuously reoccurring.
looking around wearing that same smile.
but you know there's this difference with theirs
its that something important as oneself.
something special you wished you have.

so you walk around pretending all's fine.
you continue with your own life.
you do things that has to be done.
act as if you careless what they do to you, for you..
but at the end of the day you still remember them all.
putting into account things that made some impact.
then you vaulted them in, in separated logs.
you kept them where they're supposed to be.
and no matter what, no matter how, you kept them all there.
you hide them all, for these things can't just be open up.
exposing them means more hurt...
so you suck 'em up, up until your heart blows up
then splurge some bucket of tears at rare occasion
then hide them all for the rest of the season
you continue with this while waiting for that happy ending to begin.

-tsux'iit1912

Friday, September 3, 2010

christmas walk

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staying oceans away from home is kinda depressing speacially in this time of the year and in a place that chrismas is not that well celebrated like in our home.. thats why we went for a walk here in Orchard a place in SG where you can really feel Christmas.... had a nice walk, seeing all the lights and decorations... its christmas then...