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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

HeartFelt*BrainsFart0.1

its hard to think about tomorrow
when there's that line in front of you.
while the rest, party their way across it
you on the other hand whispers in silence,
please don't leave me..

this has been a continuously reoccurring.
looking around wearing that same smile.
but you know there's this difference with theirs
its that something important as oneself.
something special you wished you have.

so you walk around pretending all's fine.
you continue with your own life.
you do things that has to be done.
act as if you careless what they do to you, for you..
but at the end of the day you still remember them all.
putting into account things that made some impact.
then you vaulted them in, in separated logs.
you kept them where they're supposed to be.
and no matter what, no matter how, you kept them all there.
you hide them all, for these things can't just be open up.
exposing them means more hurt...
so you suck 'em up, up until your heart blows up
then splurge some bucket of tears at rare occasion
then hide them all for the rest of the season
you continue with this while waiting for that happy ending to begin.

-tsux'iit1912

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